I had planned on doing a lot more in the garden yesterday, but Annie called and said that Allie's hockey team was planning in the championship game of a weekend tournament in Blaine, so I put off going to the garden work and watched them play to a 0-0 tie even with a 5 minute overtime. So it was a fun way to spend a few hours, but after I did go to work in the front yard and did quite a bit of cleaning of the garden....however, there is a lot more to do....much less the back and sides gardens.
I stepped on the scale this a.m. and gained back another pound....so that is good! Have big plans for this morning....a funeral for a women that I have known almost since we moved to Coon Rapids, and her husband died around the same time that Gene died. Then I'm doing Meals on Wheels, and then I think I have to come home and go back to the yard work. Hope you have a wonderful day. Love and prayers, m
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Sunday Sonday!
I had a great day yesterday, I'm including a picture of the gang at the brunch....a combination of my family, Haugen family, Clothier family and Sedesky's. Janet was kind enough to take it for us, but is therefore not in the picture. They were all very lucky with a combination of door prizes and raffle prizes. Some won several....that's why they are all smiling. Wendy (Ann's sister) realized that this was her 17th year in-a-row of attending. It's become the big event of Spring.
As for my health, I'm holding my own on the scale and feeling strong and well. It's a beautiful day and I plan on working in the yard after church. It's been such a warm spring...and the rain we got this week has greened everything up....my bleeding heart has been blooming for a few days now.
I must get in the shower and get dressed. Hope your day is good too! Love and prayers, m
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Happy Day!
Good Morning, I'm feeling well, and not having any problems, so I know it's going to be a good day. Most of the women in the family will be joining me for the Women's Club Brunch, and I'm feeling lucky! So hopefully that means we'll win some prizes...even if we don't, just being with the family and friends is a upper for me. Thanks for the many blessings. m
Friday, April 16, 2010
This is the Day!
Off to get my "SPOTLESS" CT scan. I'm wearing my "spotless" T-shirt and feeling great! I got on the scale this morning and I am up 6 lbs from the low of this week. I'm sure it was just water loss. I felt strong and ambitious yesterday, did a lot of cleaning, laundry and organizing. I'm sure also a good sign of a spotless scan.
I need to do a little shopping after the scan today, and then this evening I'll be playing with Matthew and his trains, while his sisters both have hockey. Tomorrow is the Women's Club Brunch and Style Show, so all the women will be joining me for a fun morning, and hopefully come home with a few door prizes or raffle winner.
I want to thank everyone for all the prayers, thoughts, cards, gifts and love you have sent in my direction and for all the spot removers for doing such a good job. Love you all, m
I need to do a little shopping after the scan today, and then this evening I'll be playing with Matthew and his trains, while his sisters both have hockey. Tomorrow is the Women's Club Brunch and Style Show, so all the women will be joining me for a fun morning, and hopefully come home with a few door prizes or raffle winner.
I want to thank everyone for all the prayers, thoughts, cards, gifts and love you have sent in my direction and for all the spot removers for doing such a good job. Love you all, m
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Waiting for the Sun to Come Out!
Yesterday was as close to crashing as I came this round. I fell asleep during the Twins game....but woke up just in time for Cuddyer's home run. Unfortunately they didn't win, but what I saw was a good game. A little rain must fall....without a roof!....but they played through it....and no one seemed to care.
I continued to have problems with diarrhea all evening, even though I remembered my meds in the morning and even took an Imodium at dinner time. But luckily when I got on the scale this morning, I was up 2 lbs for the low of this round. Still about 8 lbs to regain, but I seem to be able to do that without too much problem.
Even though I had a nap during the game I went to bed right after the news. Diarrhea takes a lot out of me....as far as energy goes.
I had a wonderful morning at the college. So much fun to see all those I used to work with (my work family). I really miss that part my life....but I do love retirement too. I got to see the widow who 3 years ago, after Gene died told me her philosophy was "you can sit and feel sorry for yourself, or you can get up and do something about it" and I've lived by that ever since. I reminded her of that, and we had a great hug!
The funny part of the morning, was that 3 of us were wearing the same pair of shoes, and another said she had some....but wasn't wearing them today. So that shows you how much we were family....we all think a like. None of the four of us are even working in the same office anymore.....how strange is that.
They are warning everyone about the allergies this week....I really need to work in the yard, but with all my allergies, I don't know if I dare. I may have to use a mask. They even say we should change clothes and shower when you come in! I never thought about all that. No wonder I have so many problems!
Tomorrow is my CT scan....so I probably won't write till I get home or later in the morning. Love and prayers, m
I continued to have problems with diarrhea all evening, even though I remembered my meds in the morning and even took an Imodium at dinner time. But luckily when I got on the scale this morning, I was up 2 lbs for the low of this round. Still about 8 lbs to regain, but I seem to be able to do that without too much problem.
Even though I had a nap during the game I went to bed right after the news. Diarrhea takes a lot out of me....as far as energy goes.
I had a wonderful morning at the college. So much fun to see all those I used to work with (my work family). I really miss that part my life....but I do love retirement too. I got to see the widow who 3 years ago, after Gene died told me her philosophy was "you can sit and feel sorry for yourself, or you can get up and do something about it" and I've lived by that ever since. I reminded her of that, and we had a great hug!
The funny part of the morning, was that 3 of us were wearing the same pair of shoes, and another said she had some....but wasn't wearing them today. So that shows you how much we were family....we all think a like. None of the four of us are even working in the same office anymore.....how strange is that.
They are warning everyone about the allergies this week....I really need to work in the yard, but with all my allergies, I don't know if I dare. I may have to use a mask. They even say we should change clothes and shower when you come in! I never thought about all that. No wonder I have so many problems!
Tomorrow is my CT scan....so I probably won't write till I get home or later in the morning. Love and prayers, m
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
The Sun is Back to Greet Me!
Was afraid I'd crash last nite....but did pretty well....except for problems with diarrhea....due to my own fault. I somehow in rushing out of the house for the early appointment at the cabin with the builder, I forgot to take my morning meds.....which includes an antidiarrheal. I have been taking one each morning to stay ahead of the chemo effects, but it wasn't till late in the afternoon when I changed my bag as scheduled.....that the fun began. First bag didn't hold an hour....but second time I did a better job, and it held, but the diarrhea then caused the problems....needless to say I took my meds as soon as I realized what I had done, and started eating fiber to bulk me up...So I'm not back to normal yet....but it's better.....well enough potty mouth talk!!!! Sorry about that....but I need to vent too! The Sun is back out this morning, and I'm sure today will be a great day. I get to go to the college and see old friends and say goodbye to my dear friend and Qigong master Sheila Judd, who is leaving to work more closely with Chunyi Lin, as is marketing director. She is perfect for the position, but I will miss being able to run up to the college to see her.
Ordered a Survey for the cabin property yesterday afternoon, so we are moving forward on the bidding process. I hope the bids come in at a point that we can work with them. I'm afraid we won't beable to afford my dream. But even if they can just frame it up and we work on it piece meal I think we will go ahead with it. It just may take a lot longer than we had hoped. Wish me luck. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers, it's nights like the last one, that I know you are all out there praying and sending me God's blessings. Love and prayers, m
Ordered a Survey for the cabin property yesterday afternoon, so we are moving forward on the bidding process. I hope the bids come in at a point that we can work with them. I'm afraid we won't beable to afford my dream. But even if they can just frame it up and we work on it piece meal I think we will go ahead with it. It just may take a lot longer than we had hoped. Wish me luck. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers, it's nights like the last one, that I know you are all out there praying and sending me God's blessings. Love and prayers, m
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Cold and Damp with a Promise of 70's!
Was a cool, windy morning at the cabin, but we did get to talk to another builder and he sounds promising as well. We also ordered a survey of the property and checked out when the Township and county boards met, to see if we can get this started this Spring, rather than waiting till Fall....so we'll see what happens when the numbers start coming in....that will tell the tale!
I got on the scale this a.m. and having dropped anymore weight, but didn't gain any either....so I guess that is good. I didn't crash last nite, so I'm wondering if I will get really tired this evening....but maybe since I am so much stronger that won't even happen.....we can only hope....I wouldn't want to fall asleep in the middle of Biggest Loser!
Nothing else to report....as is well on the home front! Love and prayers, m
I got on the scale this a.m. and having dropped anymore weight, but didn't gain any either....so I guess that is good. I didn't crash last nite, so I'm wondering if I will get really tired this evening....but maybe since I am so much stronger that won't even happen.....we can only hope....I wouldn't want to fall asleep in the middle of Biggest Loser!
Nothing else to report....as is well on the home front! Love and prayers, m
Monday, April 12, 2010
Hello Sunshine!
It turned out to be a great morning at the cabin, they had predicted rain, but not a drop....even had lots of sun on the deck. Met with two different builders....first one sounds promising, the second was really way above us and I'm pretty sure his bid will be double what the others are. I'm sure he does fantastic work, but is used to the million dollar builds on Lake Sylvia.....not our blue collar class. But it was nice talking to both of them.....we meet with the third tomorrow, and I think he will be sorta in the middle between the first two.
I had a wonderful afternoon and evening last nite with Rosie and friends....was a great evening of great friend, good conversation and fantastic food.....what's not to like? Thanks Rosie and Bruce for hosting and cooking.
I am still feeling great, no crash or even low points yet....maybe tonite if it is going to happen. I feel strong, althougth the scale was down another pound this morning, even though I ate like a piggy at Rosie's. Looking forward to having the scan on Friday and hearing only good news on Tuesday.
Also, thank you God for the sunshine and for not raining out the Twins home opener in their brand new outdoor stadium....I'm sure Ann and Wendy are pleased with that too! Love and prayers, m
I had a wonderful afternoon and evening last nite with Rosie and friends....was a great evening of great friend, good conversation and fantastic food.....what's not to like? Thanks Rosie and Bruce for hosting and cooking.
I am still feeling great, no crash or even low points yet....maybe tonite if it is going to happen. I feel strong, althougth the scale was down another pound this morning, even though I ate like a piggy at Rosie's. Looking forward to having the scan on Friday and hearing only good news on Tuesday.
Also, thank you God for the sunshine and for not raining out the Twins home opener in their brand new outdoor stadium....I'm sure Ann and Wendy are pleased with that too! Love and prayers, m
Sunday, April 11, 2010
It's Gonna be a Good day!
The sun is shining, and they are talking near 70 today and more to come all week. My bleeding hearts are almost a foot high and many other flowers across the back of the house are up. The grass is turning green, and I'm sure Spring has sprung!!
A slight low is I had to go out and buy a new scale yesterday, and I think I could have just gotten buy with a new battery for it.....however I don't know where to fine it in the scale....so I got a new one....as I haven't been able to check my weight for a couple of days. When I did get on the scale this morning, I am down 5 lbs. not too bad, that was my starting weight for round 3, so hopefully I will hold strong and gain back at least 3 or 4 of them....then I'd be at my normal weight.
I have to get in the shower and get ready for church, then this afternoon I have that dinner party at Rosie and Bruces home....so it will be a Good day! Love and Prayers, m
A slight low is I had to go out and buy a new scale yesterday, and I think I could have just gotten buy with a new battery for it.....however I don't know where to fine it in the scale....so I got a new one....as I haven't been able to check my weight for a couple of days. When I did get on the scale this morning, I am down 5 lbs. not too bad, that was my starting weight for round 3, so hopefully I will hold strong and gain back at least 3 or 4 of them....then I'd be at my normal weight.
I have to get in the shower and get ready for church, then this afternoon I have that dinner party at Rosie and Bruces home....so it will be a Good day! Love and Prayers, m
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Good Morning Sunshine!
I had Janet take my picture yesterday before I got unplugged, and some close ups of my beautiful "Solar Power" quilt from Rita. So I will be including them in this blog....however everytime I say at right, or above or below....they always turn up somewhere else....so I'll just say in this blog.
I had a great day yesterday, Janet and I ran some errands and had a great time together, as usual. I'm feeling pretty positive the spots are gone, and I am feeling strong. I can't tell you if I've lost weight today, as I can't get my scale to work....I'll have to get myself a new one this morning. I've been fighting with it all week to get it to turn on....maybe I just need a new battery or something. But I'm guessing I'm down a few pounds like usual, but I will gain it back next week.
I have a movie planned for this afternoon with friends Lois and Bonnie, and tomorrow dinner at my former boss's home with a group of all former bosses and a former student worker.....should be a fun afternoon. Monday I meet with 2 builders and Tuesday a 3rd to get bids on an addition to the cabin. So we'll see where that goes. Well guess I better get dressed and get moving. Love and prayers, m
Friday, April 9, 2010
Last Day of Round 4
Today I get unplugged and then next week I'll have the CT scan and they will find all the spots gone! Janet is going with me and I'm wearing my "Spotless Shirt" ....and I'll wear it again next week when I have the scan. Lucky charm I hope! But I know your prayers have been strong and often and I have felt the Lords blessing flowing through me. The sun has shone brightly on me for the last two months or more, and I'm sure the results will be good.
I continued to hold my weight yesterday....I don't remember how fast it fell last time, but it seems like a good thing. Constance has been behaving....I also am Leary of saying that....I'm afraid I will jinx myself. I'm sure your prayers have helped her too!
Janet and I may do some shopping this afternoon, I need a few groceries and I have to pick up my photos from the trip.....also drop off a present for my granddaughter who has been waiting for a month for it to arrive. Love that snail mail!!!
Not much else to report! I'm feeling well! Love and prayers to all of you. m
I continued to hold my weight yesterday....I don't remember how fast it fell last time, but it seems like a good thing. Constance has been behaving....I also am Leary of saying that....I'm afraid I will jinx myself. I'm sure your prayers have helped her too!
Janet and I may do some shopping this afternoon, I need a few groceries and I have to pick up my photos from the trip.....also drop off a present for my granddaughter who has been waiting for a month for it to arrive. Love that snail mail!!!
Not much else to report! I'm feeling well! Love and prayers to all of you. m
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Partly Sunny and Cold
I'm sure that the 37 degrees on the thermoeter will go up, but in Florida this morning it is 78. So Florida still wins in that department, but atleast the sun is shining in my living room.
I spent most of yesterday on Chemo, so this morning I spent on catching up on bill paying and dealing with the weeks worth of mail I received while I in Florida. But I think I'm caught up on the snail mail and email too!
So on to a summary of my vacation. We had glorious weather all week, I'm sure sent by all of you. We spent both Tuesdays traveling and the six days inbetween we divided between the theme parks and water parks....3 days at each. We would spend one day at a couple of theme parks, and the next relaxing at the water park. So I was able to stay strong and only rented a motorized cart the first day and found it more trouble than it was worth....only hit a few garbage cans and a few door jams...but I didn't run over one toe....so I was proud of that. The rest of the week I did not rent one and was able to keep up with everyone till around 8 p.m., cept for one night when I quite around 6 p.m. but that was the last day at theme parks on Easter Sunday, and I had gotten up at 6 a.m. for Easter Mass at 8 a.m., so I was tired a lot earlier. I also had a good book that I was reading, and enjoyed the alone time to read. Everyone got along so well all week, and Matthew was a real trooper and seeing the parks through his eyes was priceless. It was truely a Magical Kingdom for him. See pictures at right: Don't have one with everyone in it....but a few highlights of the week.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I'm Back and so is the Sun!
The sun followed me to Florida last week and shined everyday brightly.....then I returned last evening to rain and this morning the sun is back shining bright again!!! I know it is because of all your prayers for me. Thank you so much!
This morning my good friend (I almost said old....but Rita is younger that me by a few months, so I couldn't say that) Rita Culshaw came and picked me up to take me to my 4th and last round of chemo. She came a few minutes early as she said she had a present for me.....and what a gift it was. She spent the winter in Florida in that cold rainy weather....so she made me this beautiful quilt.....she the pictures above:
On a label on the bottom it reads:
"Solar Power"
Made especially for
Mary Kiecker
by Rita Culshaw (owner of spot #36)
with prayers and positive thoughts. March, 2010
It is so beautiful, and I and Rita are sure that spot #36 and maybe a few of friends is for sure gone. I can't thank Rita enough for this thoughtful, beautiful, and creative gift.
Rita then spent the morning with me at the HHH Cancer Center, and we talked continuously all morning and after they hooked me up to the pump and sent me on my way about 1:15 p.m. we headed to Applebees and had lunch....then back to my house to show her the lap quilt that the grandkids made me for my 60th birthday a few years back. She was just as impressed with that quilt as I was with the one she made me. They both are lovely.
The doctor said this morning, that they would look at the CT scan I have next Friday the 16th and consult with me on the 20th where we go from here. If the cancer is completely gone they would maybe send me back to Mayo for the surgery they wanted me to have in the first place....and if not completely gone....but considerably, they will start me on another round of chemo. So I won't know till the 20th how well all those prayers have done on those spots....but I do plan on wearing my "Spotless" T-shirt on Friday when they on plug me, and again next week when I have the CT scan. Rita and I both told Dr. Londer we thought the spots were gone....or atleast #36 was gone for sure. I don't know if he believed us.....but we feel positive about that!
Sorry it's been so long since I blogged, but I did not have access to a computer atDisney ....and can't believe that they didn't even have a few computers for guest use in the lobby. They charged $10. per day for internet hook-up in your room, and then it wasn't even WI-FI....Jimbo had to plug in at the bed side table....not the desk across the room....real convienient.....I can't believe they don't have all the Disney grounds set up with WIFI.....especially in this day and age. I will add pictures from the trip in the days to come. I had a wonderful time....and loved seeing Disney through the eyes of my four-year-old grandson Matthew. Priceless. I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. Love, m
Made especially for
Mary Kiecker
by Rita Culshaw (owner of spot #36)
with prayers and positive thoughts. March, 2010
It is so beautiful, and I and Rita are sure that spot #36 and maybe a few of friends is for sure gone. I can't thank Rita enough for this thoughtful, beautiful, and creative gift.
Rita then spent the morning with me at the HHH Cancer Center, and we talked continuously all morning and after they hooked me up to the pump and sent me on my way about 1:15 p.m. we headed to Applebees and had lunch....then back to my house to show her the lap quilt that the grandkids made me for my 60th birthday a few years back. She was just as impressed with that quilt as I was with the one she made me. They both are lovely.
The doctor said this morning, that they would look at the CT scan I have next Friday the 16th and consult with me on the 20th where we go from here. If the cancer is completely gone they would maybe send me back to Mayo for the surgery they wanted me to have in the first place....and if not completely gone....but considerably, they will start me on another round of chemo. So I won't know till the 20th how well all those prayers have done on those spots....but I do plan on wearing my "Spotless" T-shirt on Friday when they on plug me, and again next week when I have the CT scan. Rita and I both told Dr. Londer we thought the spots were gone....or atleast #36 was gone for sure. I don't know if he believed us.....but we feel positive about that!
Sorry it's been so long since I blogged, but I did not have access to a computer at
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
This is the Day!
....the Lord Has Made. Wow what a beautiful day.....and now I have to leave and go to Florida! It better be as nice there. I looked at the 10 day forecast and it looks good there too! So I have high hopes of the Sun Shining on me everyday.
Yesterday I was pleasantly surprised to find out that the First Friday group of women I dine with monthly, were meeting at Good Earth near Rosedale. I had nothing keeping me from joining them and was so pleased as the last two months I was unable to join in the dining and conversation of a great group of women. I worked with all of them at St. Tim's years ago (a lot of years ago) and we started by having dinner on the First Friday of the month so we donned that name.....but as you note....yesterday was a Monday....we no longer meet on Friday much less the first one of each month.
I ran errands early in the day and then left home at 5 p.m. heading for Rosedale thinking I would be able to find Good Earth without a problem....WRONG. I drove all around Rosedale which is no easy task in itself. Then I parked and picked up my Blackberry and tried to find it online....but Google wasn't working....so I had to turn it off and reboot it. But then a young man pulled up and I opened the window and asked him if he knew where Good Earth was, but he didn't. He pulled out his Iphone, and finally found it, and showed me on a map that it was on Hwy 36 and it the quick glance looked like it was kiddy corner across from Rosedale....I'm thinking near Snelling and 36 area.....so I drive over there....and end up on 36 and Hamlin on the North side of the highway to no avail....so I find another place to park and pull out the Blackberry again, and this time I find Good Earth and I actually call them and ask them how to get there. The women told me to go back west on 36 to Fairview and then go to the Frontage Rd.....well from Hamlin and 36 you can't get back on 36 going west....so I went back to Cty Rd B2 and took that back across to Fairview and then headed to the Frontage Rd and took that all the way back to Snelling again to no avail. So I then finally decided that it must be on the other side of 36 and drove back to Fairview and headed to the other side of the highway and finally found them....it was no 5:55. The group had given up on me and finally ordered and got their food shortly after I arrived.....but I did have a great meal and great conversation as usual with that group. The hunt and frustration was well worth the end.
I returned home and finished readying myself for the trip....talking to Annie about the meeting spot and seating arrangements and luggage etc. They will take all the checked luggage and bring it directly to my room at Disney....how great is that. I won't have to lug it from baggage pickup to the shuttle bus and then up to my room.....how great it that?! To me that is priceless! Now if they would do that on the return it would be even better. But then this voice tells me "Don't push it pig!"
My health was great yesterday and I'm great again today, and I'm sure I will be great tomorrow. Thank you for all those prayers, and I'll try and update you during the next week on how great I am then too! Love and prayers, m
Yesterday I was pleasantly surprised to find out that the First Friday group of women I dine with monthly, were meeting at Good Earth near Rosedale. I had nothing keeping me from joining them and was so pleased as the last two months I was unable to join in the dining and conversation of a great group of women. I worked with all of them at St. Tim's years ago (a lot of years ago) and we started by having dinner on the First Friday of the month so we donned that name.....but as you note....yesterday was a Monday....we no longer meet on Friday much less the first one of each month.
I ran errands early in the day and then left home at 5 p.m. heading for Rosedale thinking I would be able to find Good Earth without a problem....WRONG. I drove all around Rosedale which is no easy task in itself. Then I parked and picked up my Blackberry and tried to find it online....but Google wasn't working....so I had to turn it off and reboot it. But then a young man pulled up and I opened the window and asked him if he knew where Good Earth was, but he didn't. He pulled out his Iphone, and finally found it, and showed me on a map that it was on Hwy 36 and it the quick glance looked like it was kiddy corner across from Rosedale....I'm thinking near Snelling and 36 area.....so I drive over there....and end up on 36 and Hamlin on the North side of the highway to no avail....so I find another place to park and pull out the Blackberry again, and this time I find Good Earth and I actually call them and ask them how to get there. The women told me to go back west on 36 to Fairview and then go to the Frontage Rd.....well from Hamlin and 36 you can't get back on 36 going west....so I went back to Cty Rd B2 and took that back across to Fairview and then headed to the Frontage Rd and took that all the way back to Snelling again to no avail. So I then finally decided that it must be on the other side of 36 and drove back to Fairview and headed to the other side of the highway and finally found them....it was no 5:55. The group had given up on me and finally ordered and got their food shortly after I arrived.....but I did have a great meal and great conversation as usual with that group. The hunt and frustration was well worth the end.
I returned home and finished readying myself for the trip....talking to Annie about the meeting spot and seating arrangements and luggage etc. They will take all the checked luggage and bring it directly to my room at Disney....how great is that. I won't have to lug it from baggage pickup to the shuttle bus and then up to my room.....how great it that?! To me that is priceless! Now if they would do that on the return it would be even better. But then this voice tells me "Don't push it pig!"
My health was great yesterday and I'm great again today, and I'm sure I will be great tomorrow. Thank you for all those prayers, and I'll try and update you during the next week on how great I am then too! Love and prayers, m
Monday, March 29, 2010
Oh What a Beautiful Morning
The sun is shining and they are predicting warm and sunny all week. I'm sure Florida will be just as nice. One more sleep!
Yesterday was a day of problems with Constance, and I can't really explain why, but I was just sitting watching TV and playing Spider on the computer and I just sprung a leak...then during the nite 4:30 a.m. I was laying on my back and my hand noticed a wet spot on my pj's and sure enough another leak in almost the same spot as yesterday afternoon. I have two different style bags, and I was wearing the one I thought was the best both times (changing my thoughts on that a little). I really can't figure out why. I may have rolled onto it while sleeping, but I don't think I did. It may be I didn't do a good job of putting it on in the first place. We'll see if this one stays 3 days like it is supposed to. We can only hope. I was looking forward to Constance behaving this week in Florida...I may have to change my statement of yesterday regarding suffering! Just kidding!!!
I will not be taking my computer to Florida with me, however, Jimbo and Doug will both have theirs, and I do have my Blackberry so I can read email and respond. I will try and keep you all updated as the week goes on, but don't promise a morning update....I may switch to evenings, and may not make it each evening. But I will do my best. Fair warning. Love and prayers, m
Yesterday was a day of problems with Constance, and I can't really explain why, but I was just sitting watching TV and playing Spider on the computer and I just sprung a leak...then during the nite 4:30 a.m. I was laying on my back and my hand noticed a wet spot on my pj's and sure enough another leak in almost the same spot as yesterday afternoon. I have two different style bags, and I was wearing the one I thought was the best both times (changing my thoughts on that a little). I really can't figure out why. I may have rolled onto it while sleeping, but I don't think I did. It may be I didn't do a good job of putting it on in the first place. We'll see if this one stays 3 days like it is supposed to. We can only hope. I was looking forward to Constance behaving this week in Florida...I may have to change my statement of yesterday regarding suffering! Just kidding!!!
I will not be taking my computer to Florida with me, however, Jimbo and Doug will both have theirs, and I do have my Blackberry so I can read email and respond. I will try and keep you all updated as the week goes on, but don't promise a morning update....I may switch to evenings, and may not make it each evening. But I will do my best. Fair warning. Love and prayers, m
Sunday, March 28, 2010
You Are My Sunshine!
Good Morning, I forgot to mention yesterday that it was my mom's birthday! and it was a Happy Day! I got on the scale this morning, and I am back to 140, the first time in over 2 1/2 months. Whoohoo!! I'm sure I will be in great shape for Florida. Only complaint is the partly cloudy 10 day forcast for Disney.....but it will be in the upper 70's and low 80's.....so I guess it will be more sun than clouds.
Last nite I went to a performance of "There Stands the Cross" at a local church, and was so impressed with the music and voices they have. Between that and the sermon this morning, of Jesus asking us to join in his suffering, made me ponder the last few months, and I guess in January I might have thought of this as suffering, but today, I look back and it's just kind of a bump in the road of life. The colostomy is an inconvenience but definitely not suffering...all your prayers have bestowed so many blessings on me I could hardly consider it suffering. So hopefully even though I don't now consider it as suffering, I am joining in it with Jesus, and walking in the journey of faith. Love and prayers, m
Last nite I went to a performance of "There Stands the Cross" at a local church, and was so impressed with the music and voices they have. Between that and the sermon this morning, of Jesus asking us to join in his suffering, made me ponder the last few months, and I guess in January I might have thought of this as suffering, but today, I look back and it's just kind of a bump in the road of life. The colostomy is an inconvenience but definitely not suffering...all your prayers have bestowed so many blessings on me I could hardly consider it suffering. So hopefully even though I don't now consider it as suffering, I am joining in it with Jesus, and walking in the journey of faith. Love and prayers, m
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Three Days to Florida
I can't believe they are predicting 70s in MN as soon as I leave for 70s in Florida. What's up with that? I think God wants you to enjoy the Sunshine too! I wonder if all your prayers for sunshine for me, have led to the first ever March without a drop of snow....and one of the warmest March's in history? Thank you God for blessing me and all my spot removers.
I had an accident with Constance during the nite....some how I rolled onto my stomach and blew the seal on her. I was supposed to change it this morning anyway, so that wasn't so bad. But I will make another note to self: No sleeping on your stomach. I may not be fat, but 138 lbs of weight on a plastic bag will pop it. Kinda like sitting on a balloon. I'd win every time.
My sinus's still seam to be running, but my head dosn't hurt and my eyes are not watering, so I think the antibiotics are doing their job, and I've warded off the diarrhea most of the week. Didn't gain anything yesterday, but I did hold at 138.6. So I continue to eat and grow stronger each day. Love and blessings for all, m
I had an accident with Constance during the nite....some how I rolled onto my stomach and blew the seal on her. I was supposed to change it this morning anyway, so that wasn't so bad. But I will make another note to self: No sleeping on your stomach. I may not be fat, but 138 lbs of weight on a plastic bag will pop it. Kinda like sitting on a balloon. I'd win every time.
My sinus's still seam to be running, but my head dosn't hurt and my eyes are not watering, so I think the antibiotics are doing their job, and I've warded off the diarrhea most of the week. Didn't gain anything yesterday, but I did hold at 138.6. So I continue to eat and grow stronger each day. Love and blessings for all, m
Friday, March 26, 2010
Chilly Start to a Nice Day
I know you won't believe that I was up, showered and dressed by 8:30 this morning, and am just getting around to my blog at 11....but it's true. Jimbo came and we went over plans we each had drawn up for an addition to the cabin. Exciting to talk about...but will be even more exciting when it actually happens. Long way to go before that, but so fun to dream!
I am feeling so much better each day, and I'm gaining back my weight so am sure Florida will be a great get-a-way. My sinus's are still dripping, but that is improving too....I will be getting a mask to wear on the plane and in the airport. I may look silly, but in the long run I don't want to take any chances of getting sick again. I also got 50 spf lotion to wear, as one of the chemo drugs makes me sensitive to the sun....how ironic is that? The sun makes me feel so good.....I want to soak up as much as possible. So I'm almost all packed and I still have 4 days to wait. Do I sound excited? I am, 7 out of 11 grandkids will be with me at DisneyWorld....How Lucky am I? m
I am feeling so much better each day, and I'm gaining back my weight so am sure Florida will be a great get-a-way. My sinus's are still dripping, but that is improving too....I will be getting a mask to wear on the plane and in the airport. I may look silly, but in the long run I don't want to take any chances of getting sick again. I also got 50 spf lotion to wear, as one of the chemo drugs makes me sensitive to the sun....how ironic is that? The sun makes me feel so good.....I want to soak up as much as possible. So I'm almost all packed and I still have 4 days to wait. Do I sound excited? I am, 7 out of 11 grandkids will be with me at DisneyWorld....How Lucky am I? m
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Oh What a Beautiful Morning
Seems I'm on the road to recovery, gained another couple of pounds and I am only down 1 pound from where I started on round 3 of the chemo. Eating non-stop will do that to you. My eyes are clearing back to whites instead of reds, and I feel pretty good. Have lots of energy, and am working on the packing thing and putting together my "Chances Are" donation to the annual North Suburban Women's Club Brunch (April 17). Need to do a little more shopping for that today, and then some groceries and I will have completed my "To Do" list for the day.
The sun is shining.....even though it's not that warm today, I don't mind the cold if the sun is shining. I can feel your prayers working! m
The sun is shining.....even though it's not that warm today, I don't mind the cold if the sun is shining. I can feel your prayers working! m
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
On the Mend!
One day of gigantic horse pills (see picture...that is an aspirin so you can see how big it is.) and I am feeling better....my eye is still pink, but not the watering red mess it was yesterday. It almost looks normal, my sinus ran all day yesterday, but seems like less pressure today....still running though. I did manage to gain about 3 pounds sitting on the couch and eating all day! So some good came of the day for sure!! The chicken and dumplings I made for dinner helped too!
The person I wanted kicked off Biggest Loser since day one finally got the boot, so Janet and I were both happy about that....adding to the good for the day.
Today I may venture out and do some shopping, and work on the packing again....yesterday, I added and subtracted several things, weeding out what I didn't think I'd need or actually wear, and checking the weather report for Orlando....looks like 70's for sure. I can't wait for that warm sun...heating my solar panels and removing all those spots. Love, m
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Antibiotics to the Rescue!
As the day progressed, the sinus thing progressed, as well, so I waved the white flag and called the doctor for help!! It was almost 5 p.m. before they called back and told me they were going to give me a prescription for antibiotics....so too late to pick up till morning. By the time I went to bed last nite my eye had also become inflamed and watering, so I was glad I made the decision to call the doctor when I did. I went right away this morning and picked up the prescription along with some eye drops, so hopefully I'll now be on the mend....and will be well and strong for Florida...I leave in one week. Funny thing the pharmacist told me that the drug needed to be taken with food, and could cause diarrhea, I told him, that I was already dealing with that with my chemo, so I knew what to do. Like I needed anything else to cause diarrhea. I guess I'll just up the doses of the Imodium....so I'm not chasing it.
No big plans for the day....I guess I'll just take care of myself and eat as often as needed to put some pounds back on this body. I am up almost 2 pound from the low of this round of chemo, so it is going back up. Highlight of the day will be watching "The Biggest Loser" and calling Janet during commercials and discussing who we think is going to be kicked off this week. Strange to be watching the Biggest Loser and trying to gain weight at the same time.....I guess I can also find something to eat during the commercials! m
No big plans for the day....I guess I'll just take care of myself and eat as often as needed to put some pounds back on this body. I am up almost 2 pound from the low of this round of chemo, so it is going back up. Highlight of the day will be watching "The Biggest Loser" and calling Janet during commercials and discussing who we think is going to be kicked off this week. Strange to be watching the Biggest Loser and trying to gain weight at the same time.....I guess I can also find something to eat during the commercials! m
Monday, March 22, 2010
One Step Forward.....Two Back!
I guess I spoke too soon, when I said that Constance (my appendage hanging from my side) was becoming a friend.....wrong! I suppose it was the jelly beans I ate that caused the diarrhea and the excess gas....(sugar does that to me)...but I had problems emptying the pouch twice, and had to change clothes, then later in the afternoon, somehow blew the seal of it (too much gas)....and had to again change the pouch completely...so much for bragging about not doing that for two weeks.
As the day went on I began to feel the sinus thing coming on, and worked hard to combat that....Janet suggested honey and Cinnamon in hot water....so I drank a big cup of that, ate a few vitamin C hard candy as well as some Halls cough drops, and even took a few Eccanasia tablets before bed. But I do feel somewhat better this morning, and my Constance hung on all nite. I suppose that is what I get for bragging!!! I'll try to keep that in tow.
Today I have big plans....my hair needs cut and coloring before I go to Florida....so that is first on my list....then I have lunch and dinner plans with friends from the college....the retiree and wannabees group. The sun is shining so I'm hoping it will give me strength and it will be a Happy Day! m
As the day went on I began to feel the sinus thing coming on, and worked hard to combat that....Janet suggested honey and Cinnamon in hot water....so I drank a big cup of that, ate a few vitamin C hard candy as well as some Halls cough drops, and even took a few Eccanasia tablets before bed. But I do feel somewhat better this morning, and my Constance hung on all nite. I suppose that is what I get for bragging!!! I'll try to keep that in tow.
Today I have big plans....my hair needs cut and coloring before I go to Florida....so that is first on my list....then I have lunch and dinner plans with friends from the college....the retiree and wannabees group. The sun is shining so I'm hoping it will give me strength and it will be a Happy Day! m
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Busy Sunday Morning
Sorry, I'm so late in updating today....busy...busy....day!! Started by picking up my friend Carol Kline for church.....I hadn't seen her since January, and was happy to have the company for Mass and breakfast after. Love having breakfast with the Buhrs as well, and had great conversation. Then I had my Lenten study group, and continued the great conversations with that group. I am so blessed to have such great friends who share my love for God and support me in my spot removal project.
I didn't even crash a little this time....I'd think it would have gotten worse each time as the chemo accummulated in my system, but not so....I seemed to handle it better each time....but maybe that is because of the gaining of weight and having more strength to fight it with.
I changed by pouch (Constance) this morning, and I am entirely healed round my stoma, so I shouldn't have any problems with it sealing, or not sealing....keeping the bag emptied is my only challenge now....not a problem usually, but when I tend to wait to long inbetween and gas builds up....that's when I have a big problem....just have to not wait quite so long.....lesson to myself!!! So all is well on the home front....my mind is starting to wander toward thoughts of sun and the sea of Florida. Started packing yesterday. Love and prayers, m
I didn't even crash a little this time....I'd think it would have gotten worse each time as the chemo accummulated in my system, but not so....I seemed to handle it better each time....but maybe that is because of the gaining of weight and having more strength to fight it with.
I changed by pouch (Constance) this morning, and I am entirely healed round my stoma, so I shouldn't have any problems with it sealing, or not sealing....keeping the bag emptied is my only challenge now....not a problem usually, but when I tend to wait to long inbetween and gas builds up....that's when I have a big problem....just have to not wait quite so long.....lesson to myself!!! So all is well on the home front....my mind is starting to wander toward thoughts of sun and the sea of Florida. Started packing yesterday. Love and prayers, m
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Welcome Back Sunshine
It may be freezing out, but we say goodbye to winter today, and the Sun is shinning....so all is good! I slept so good last night, and feeling strong this morning.
God to watch Matthew yesterday afternoon, but he was so tired from all week with Presley, that he slept the whole three hours he was here. He'll be back this afternoon and I'm sure we can play trains then.
Got a wonderful card full of Sunshine from the Hauge family...in the snail mail, and got a long email from Karen on the computer, along with a call from Loretta (mom) this week, so I know that is why my chemo went so well.....with family like this....how can I lose....Of course I have to fear the wrath of Loretta kicking my butt if I don't get well.
On to packing for Florida mood, and gaining back my weight once again....I think I got back 2 pounds last nite.....it seems that even with out diahrrea I seem to drop about 5 pounds during those few days of treatment, and then have to crawl back up, but each round I have crawled back and added a few. So hopefully I will be back to my original weight by the time I go to Florida. The bowl of jelly beans, along with some hearty food should help.
Love and prayers, m
God to watch Matthew yesterday afternoon, but he was so tired from all week with Presley, that he slept the whole three hours he was here. He'll be back this afternoon and I'm sure we can play trains then.
Got a wonderful card full of Sunshine from the Hauge family...in the snail mail, and got a long email from Karen on the computer, along with a call from Loretta (mom) this week, so I know that is why my chemo went so well.....with family like this....how can I lose....Of course I have to fear the wrath of Loretta kicking my butt if I don't get well.
On to packing for Florida mood, and gaining back my weight once again....I think I got back 2 pounds last nite.....it seems that even with out diahrrea I seem to drop about 5 pounds during those few days of treatment, and then have to crawl back up, but each round I have crawled back and added a few. So hopefully I will be back to my original weight by the time I go to Florida. The bowl of jelly beans, along with some hearty food should help.
Love and prayers, m
Friday, March 19, 2010
Cloudy, Cloudy Day and Cold
Spring must have sprung back to winter this morning. BRRRRR!!! I didn't sleep well last nite, but I did plan the remodeling of the cabin, new roof line and entry way etc. Got lots done while lying there.
I'm not doing good in the weight department either....haven't had diarrhea all week, but still the weight falls during the chemo....hopefully I will jump back up next week, like I have the others.
Tom and Presley leave this morning, so that is sad....and I'm off to a funeral....even sadder. Not a good way to start my day. Hopefully I won't crash this evening....that would top it off.
I'll really miss my craft buddy. Had a lot of fun this week, between Presley and Matthew....also got a lot of stuff of the kids moved out of the house....I might be baseball card free, coin free, and stamp free. Can't believe it. Love and prayers, m
I'm not doing good in the weight department either....haven't had diarrhea all week, but still the weight falls during the chemo....hopefully I will jump back up next week, like I have the others.
Tom and Presley leave this morning, so that is sad....and I'm off to a funeral....even sadder. Not a good way to start my day. Hopefully I won't crash this evening....that would top it off.
I'll really miss my craft buddy. Had a lot of fun this week, between Presley and Matthew....also got a lot of stuff of the kids moved out of the house....I might be baseball card free, coin free, and stamp free. Can't believe it. Love and prayers, m
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