Where is the Sun?

I have a hard time dealing with cloudy mornings like yesterday and this morning. I move very slow. I was about half way done with this blog entry, and for some reason the computer shut down...so I now have to run to church before I am late for that too. So please come back later today and I will actually rewrite this blog. Love, m

Okay, I'm back from church and I've had my breakfast....no one around to go to breakfast with....which I really prefer....so came home and made myself a mushroom omelet. Tasted okay, but prefer the company of friends on Sunday morning. Along with the overcast gloomy day...I'm kinda in a fog too.
Yesterday was also a gloomy morning, and it took some effort to start some moving and get into the moving mode. I got to Bill and Kim's new house a little before noon (everyone else had been working for hours) and left soon after on a pizza run, so the crew could eat lunch and rest before they went back for another load. They had several minivans, a couple of pickup trucks and a trailer that helped with the move. So lots of help....when they left for the second load for all the vehicles, Matthew and Kiara decided they would stay back with me....so after cleaning up the lunch plates and glasses, I got to play school with Matthew and Kiara....singing the ABC's several times....like maybe 12 or 15....I lost count. But then being graded after each time and Matthew gave me an F several times.....but I did get a couple of A's, E's and Z's. When the gang came back with the second and final load for the day, we spend lots of time helping to put things away and organize it in such a way that Kim wouldn't have to redo it as soon as we left. They are hosting a spaghetti dinner for about 100 boys and girls on the Cross Country team this evening....are they crazy or what? But all in all by the time we ate dinner, celebrated their 17th Anniversary and their friends 23rd Anniversary, and then Tommy's 14th birthday with cake and ice cream we were all having problems keeping our eyes open. Got home around 10 p.m. and was one of the last to leave...so I think Bill and Kim were pleased with all the help...but also happy to see everyone go.
I was supposed to go to two other birthday parties yesterday, but just didn't have the energy to do. I hope they will understand. But the week was just a little much...I need to slow down a bit. Hoping that I get good news on Tuesday, so my life won't be tied to chemo for a while. It would really help my calendar to calm down. I'm trying not to get to disappointed if the news isn't the spotless news that I am hoping for doesn't come on Tuesday...I hope going in with not such high expectations will help....but I really want good news....and I really need good news. Please keep me in mind on Tuesday....I need all the help I can get.
No big plans for today...might have to make a run to Costco. That's it for today, Love and prayers, m